Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I DODGED ANOTHER BULLIT

Well a few weeks ago i had the surgical biopsy. Its healing well. Today i went to the surgeon for my follow up visit. She said the pathology report says its not cancer. Its fat nacrosis. Which she says is caused from the my previous surgery. Now correct me if im wrong, but wont this biopsy surgery cause more of the same? Well duh, looks like im screwed. But I am alive, so that over rides screwed. HAHA. Well thus is the life of a cancer survivor. And i can live with that. The operative word here being, LIVE. You see, i like living. In general, though my body is not exactly whole anymore. I am a happy girl. And thats whats important. So if there are any readers out there that may have cancer, just know that there is life after cancer. And though it took me a long time to believe that, and trust me it did. Its so very true. I mean i have great friends and a wonderful family. My grandkids are wonderful. And my daughter is a GEM. My husband is wonderful too. I love them all so much. I really do have a new and better way of looking at things now. Having cancer has given me a new and wonderful appreciation for life. And at first diagnosis believe me there was nothing good or wonderful about being told you have cancer. It ripped my world as i knew it apart. But now, almost 3 years after that diagnosis, i can say that i truly say that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. So, knowing i have definately dodged another bullit, i am so happy with my life that i have now. So thank you lord for your wonderful presence in my life. And i know you got me through. So for now everyone. Until the next reason i have to write about another experience in my life, and im sure there will be another one, be happy people.
Padiddle